Love me in the best of times . . Love me in the worst.
Who the hell am I kidding?
Healing? HoHoHo.
Maybe this holiday season is bringing out the worst in me, but right now, I’m not healing.
I’m very depressed, and have tried all the usual tricks to shake myself out of this depression. I’m not “avoiding” my friends, I’m really just scared that if I let this all out, I’ll snap.
Don’t freak out, I’ll be okay eventually. I’ve just had it up to here (points up dramatically) with this fucking pain.

Manda said,
Wrote on December 12, 2006 @ 3:19 pm
I LOVE YOU.
Brenda said,
Wrote on January 3, 2007 @ 10:27 am
(((HUGS))) From Ohio
I hope things are going better for you! It’s hard to adjust to a life of not running around all the time.
Sending you postive healing vibes!
I love you too!