It’s the title of my blog. My Life. It’s impossible to describe each emotion I feel- each life experience in words.
Mainly, because I’m not a great writer. I don’t have patience like some others, and spend hours each day scouring over dictionairies and the like- imporoving my vocabulary. Enough rambling about that.
In the last month, I’ve come to learn that my health is probably a bit worse than I thought and that my life, in fact, is in danger. I made a commitment to myself that I would start LIVING, so that my date of death corresponds with the day my body stops moving. I don’t want to live a “dead” life until I stop breathing from boredom or depression because I waited too long to live.
It’s strange really, what a change of thought will do. In all other aspects of my life, I’ve remained the same. I’m not walking around in different clothes or anything, just a different state of mind.
suddenly, *poof*, Out of the blue (which is just another of God’s name, in my view) new friends have begun to appear.
Brady’s been around for a bit, but he recently introduced me to Amanda. She rocks my world. She always seems to have something positive (or kinky lol) to say, and I know she knows what it’s like to not feel your best. We get along on so many levels, and I just love her to pieces.
He’s also introduced me to Jeff, Jake, April, and Mags. While I haven’t had as much time as I’d like to get to know the first three, Mags and I spent a couple hours on IM not too long ago, and it was like talking to myself. . . it’s so strange that two people could have such similar views on this universe.
Now, at work– Keith, a really sweet guy with a great sense of style started talking with me. Before i knew it, he invited me to go out with him, his partner, and Kim- the funniest person I think I’ve ever met. We saw X-Men 3 together, and had such a great time.
Today, Keith and I went to see Over The Hedge, and then went to Chili’s. Wow. What a great time. It’s so great to know there’s a chaser (he calls himself a trapper because he likes bears and chubs) in town. He’s with such a great guy, too, and I can see they love each other a lot.  I have a feeling we’ll exchange lots of tips. *giggles* I don’t think either Gary (his partner) or David (My partner) will mind a bit! LOL . . two guys so passionate about larger guys . . sharing pointers . . Yeah, both Gary and David will benefit.
I’m falling asleep at the computer, but I had to put in a little update.
Josh
